gone crazy

i think i have gone crazy~i feel the intention of killing someone already or maybe my brain is playing trick with me~ i dunno but after what happen i can need some killing or shooting or bloodlust is there~ i have no idea what is wrong with people why can they be so judgemental and think because of one small minor mistake your are a sucker for the rest of your life yes i maybe bad for doing assignment but you can never compare me and you i am just lazy the intention was not there, there is no push i dont care bout anything else but survival for me is more important, there is always time to learn but why use a paper decide how smart we re?! i m no the one to judge but i think this is stupid i believe there are other ways to see how ones person education level~~ this is a lame one by asking us to remember info and write it down and forget what is even the point then~i believe there is more than this~ sometime i wish this world would not be boring~i want something more interesting!!! this is too boring~i want something more hands on~~this is too boring and nothing much to do~so why dont we create something better!!!!why cant we bend some of the rules or make some rules of our own?! question always pops out but never wanted to ask because i already know the answer~ I M GETTING TIRED BEING NICE~I GUESS IT IS TIME TO START KILING AND BEING BAD ASS ITS MORE TO ME RATHER BEING ABUSE EVERYTIME~