2013 bye bye

it the end of 2013 and it always seem time flies but when you think bout it, its slowly move on and in the end you think that there are always something more to do which u should have done or did it already~ well, its almost time when she told me the answer, the rejection has come to my mind and i am prepare but who knows what will happen, obviously my mind want her to accept me even i just started to chat with her and there is always nothing to talk about much and its super far and long distance relationship, it is not going to be easy but i always try my best to find love in every direction, its no longer the super happy and excited boy that can find love everywhere and dont care what happen to him and still make love appear out of no where, that boy grows and time and society change and shape him to something else... its sad when you learn that people are actually judgemental and not everyone is who you think they are, they may seem to be as what they were at first but then you see them change in front of you. its scare how to human race can really change and move. well from my year end till current lover and till human life this is one weird post but i always wanted to do a lot of stuff and always all in my head and financially i always have problems and i am not mentally capable to do so also~hope i find the courage and strength and money to do so! all the best to 2014!!!!