stupid life

never knew myself till today! or now~i still dont know who the fuck i am~i am mes up!!!no one is so messed up. i dont figure out who the fuck i am but i always copy people in tv or people to figure out who i am and i been like this for too long and its confusing. i cant give up because i need to figure out who the fck i am. i cant copy forever! i need to figure out who i am and learn it now. its tired and fucked up not knowing yourself and always been so confusing bout yourself.... i just simply hate it~